Starting A New Life! :)

Wow, there is one major thing that this divorce has made me realize! NOW my life is FULL of options! What am I going to do? There are a billion things that I have thought about doing. Moving.... but where? The Valley, across the country, staying here in Green River, and many other places have come to mind. BUT should I move? Hmmmm..... well yes I honestly think that is what I am going to do!:) I have applied for a couple of full time jobs in Lyman that will definatly require me to settle down and be grounded! However I have also applied for different jobs across the country, ALASKA!! YEAY! I have so far applied for 4 different jobs at Lodges & Resorts located way back in the Mtns. I cant tell you how excited I am and how much I HOPE that I get one of these jobs! They are seasonal jobs, so I would be working there from like May to September. What a way to get out and travel! Unless some major great opportunity presents itself I am thinking about working these kind of jobs all over the country for a few years :) All I need is enough to pay a few bills and I am sure these jobs would definatly get me by:)

Life has completely turned around for me and I am not really sure how I feel about it. It is one of the hardest/saddest things I have ever done, so why are all of these wonderful opportunities presenting themselves? It is SO confusing and heartbreaking!! Part of me wants to stay behind and just be around Brian, the other part of me wants to get the heck out of here for a few years! Until this summer I really cant go anywhere so I am going to continue to work at the Police Dept and try to save up a little bit of money to get me by if I ever need it or get into a bind. I am honestly kind of excited to see what life is going to bring! Cheers to Life!!

P.S. I have gotten Brian's advise on this and he is very excited :) He is also excited to start his new life :) Such an amazing friend that boy is!:)