The wee hours of the morning!

One reason  I HATE graveyards is because in the very early hours of the morning, like around 2-5am I start thinking WAY too much.  I dont know what it is about this time frame but when I am alone and awake at this time my mind starts to wander and I start thinking about everything!  Hence one of those unplesant, mild, Anxiety attacks!  Frequent bursts of emotion often times accompanied with hot and cold flashes, spinning head, followed by choking back the sobs and tears.  What is wrong with me?   Thank goodness we get very few calls on graves cuz some of them I just dont think I could handle while experiencing this.   I am very thankful in a weird way that I am almost done with this job.  I cant wait to be able to work during the day and  have a night to actually sleep. :)  The human body can only handle so much of this all nighter stuff.  I feel very bad for people who work shift work their entire life.  I can compare, and I dont envy that at all! There have actually been studies posted about the effects of working shift work.  One that really sticks out in my mind is the shorter life span!  Hmmm... well thank goodness I am gonna be done with shift work soon.  Enough with my rambling.  Just blogging seems to calm me down.  Good, I might have to do this more often.   Bear with me people, life is kind of a roller coaster right now.

Kristie